Feeling better today

Feeling much better today.  I think all the rest helped me out a lot.
Got my medications refilled and back on track.
I wrote in my journal, stuff I don't feel comfortable saying here. It was helpful I think to vent.

Chloe is having a few friends spend the night tomorrow, so we will make home made pizza...yummy.
I took her to see the orthopedist today and he found nothing wrong with her hips and back.  He and the tech saw some gray matter in part of her hip that does not have pain, so we will just watch for fevers or any pain there.
He does not see any reason for her to be adjusted 2 times a week.  I agree. Its too much on her little body he said.
I am sure Doc Steph will not be crazy about his comments but I don't care.  I am not exactly happy with her anyway so, her option does not ring with me right now.
I hate when you give someone the benefit of the doubt and they use you anyway.  She is not the person I thought she was.  I look forward to getting my down stairs rooms back.
( I let a so called friend move in here in Feb for a few months, that has now turned into her conducting business in here and taking advantage of our goodness) (I put the squah on it before I left for NY) She has till Jan 1st to move out. Hopefully she will move out before then.

Kent has been extremely helpful and loving to me thru this time.  I am so lucky to have such a wonderful husband.  I can not imagine my world without him.  He is very patient almost to a fault.  I love how he never yells at me.  I have another friend who's husband yells at her and the kids and she never gets any warnings.
I would hate that.  I use to live that way as a child and I hated feeling like I was on pins and needles all the time.
I am so happy my husband is not like that.  Well I would never tolerate that kind of behavior anyway.
I asked her why she doesn't divorce him, but she really can't because she doesn't have a job and she has a special needs child whom gets ill often and she has to stay home with her.
I understand her frustration because it is hard to plan anything like a job with kiddos like ours.
Its kinda like flying by the seat of your pants in a way.  Andrew is stable right now, but if he gets sick this winter it will be interesting to do all the care alone again.
Unfortunately he gets asthma issues with a slight cold and aspirated pneumonia many winters.
I am praying he does not get the flu again this year.
He will be getting the H1N1 and flu vac this year.

Well I am going for a walk with the kids its nice outside.