Just how many times have I thought of the past. I guess we have thought about High school and other times of fun. This weekend has been fun with going to my class reunion.
I have reconnected with some old friends and made some new ones too. Its been nice hearing I have not changed, although I know in my heart I have.
I have changed into the person I always wanted to be and that is a good feeling.
Spending time with Monica has been such a blessing to me. We finish each others sentences still to this day.
She came to me with clothes so i could go last tight to the social and I felt great in her clothes. We use to swap clothes when we were kids too. Monica always had the nicer stuff though. Her Mother alwasy had this great sence of style that rubbed off on Monica. Being a plus size woman I like to wear classic outfits. Monica always seemed to and even now has the best taste in clothes and sence of style.
I admire that about her. She has no idea how much I love and miss being with her. Leave on Wednesday is going to very hard.
I got to see Billy and his dad is not doing so well. My heart is breaking for him while at the same time I am glad he is living in the NOW and not hiding from his feeling.
I hid from the feeling of loss for my Mother for many year and it took a toll on my heart and soul. I am so glad he is able to say good bye to his Dad. I know later it will mean the world to him.
I miss Kent , Andrew and Chloe so much. It hard not having that cuddle time in the morning with them. Although it has made me realize how much I have.
My friend Gina is going through being a single Mother and I know it is hard for her. I only wish I could help her somehow. If she were closer I could watch AJ for her. She is an amazing friend and sweet person. I am so glad we reconneted on FB and are going to spend some time together today.
More to follow soon.
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